BACC8F

As I consider this page as my personal space, I should write down things that I feel it's appropriate to be disclosed here. Hmm. BACC8F. This should be my last class for degree, and I hope so. Kalau nak compare dengan my diploma punya kelas, I prefer my degree lah. We've create lots of great memories that can't be replaced, at least. Bergaduh, baik semula, bergaduh balik, that's all just the process.

But somehow the environment for my last semester isn't that good as before. He and me, she and me, he and him, she and him, semuanya tak best. Totally different dengan what I've expected masa I practical. Menyesal pulak tak sabar-sabar nak habis practical haritu. Boleh je nak buat tak tau. tapi as part of them, sedih la jugak kan.

final battle

hey guys

I've attended my last class which is FAR450, lectured by Dr Loo. She said something that still spinning round in my head. "You guys have to find a momentum to study or else, it will be just like u have to start everything over again." You know, it was just frightened me. I can't find those momentum. My final exam is just around the corner. I did performed well in some of subject i've take. and yang few subjek i did so bad. teruk. entah lah. this should be my very last semester. kalau i do not pass all papers, i will be here again. :(

Ok i don't find that my post for this time will be motivating me. So jom tukar mode. Kelas tadi is my last class. And as a small token of my appreciation, I want to name all my beloved lecturers, yang tahan dengan perangai kami 8F ni.

Mdm Eley Suzana Kassim - MAF640
Dr Loo Ern Chen - FAR450
Mdm Afidah Sapari - FAR600
Mdm Khair Syakira Bustamam - AUD610
Sir Azmi Joned - MAF635
Mdm Hamidah Bani - MAf680
Mdm Nurul Hidayah Ahmad Nawawi - FIN610

I hope we will meet again, in the future, and perhaps when the time comes, we are no longer in lecturer-student relationship. No. All of you will be remembered in my prayer. I promise.

Dear God

This is world.

They are living a very good life

Being lucky in any ways

They can simply get what they wish to had

Without struggling 

which its sound impossible for a people like me

A bit is enough, God

Let me living my life without seeing things this way

Let me be thankful for every single thing I had

Let me be happy for everything I've been blessed with

Let me being what is good for me

I have faith in You

I believe that there's a reason for what you have decided for my life

Which I still looking for them

I am thankful

I am living a happy life, at least :)

Win

hey you!

when you think that you are one step in front of me

you are actually being left 10 steps behind

it is so easy to catch you

do not underestimate me

i promise you that i am not easy to get beaten

you may, but i won't easily give up

and its proven

goodnight, rival :))

Im back!

hey blog

its been a while since the last time I wrote down here. :) Sorry. Banyak sangat blog. This blog was closed temporarily and now I think is the good time to open it back to readers. I dont know how many people will take a look on my story. As what I said earlier in my previous post, I wrote for myself, not for you.

I did take a look on my previous post (which I consider I was disclose a lot of personal rubbish stuffs here, haha) and I have to delete some of them. Macam ada part yang too annoyed. Haha. Tapi sekarang dah 2 o'clock in the morning so I'll do it later.

Life? I'm living in a happy phase of my life. I'm young, I've been surrounded by lovely people, and I am so in love with them, and my environment. There are some minor changes in my life that I can feel it even it is so small. Dulu rasa macam tak best je changes itu tapi lately ni I can see some positive part of the changes in me.

In few weeks ahead, will be my final exam. Insha'Allah saya akan graduate. Doakan. I've told to my bf about future, what I'm going to do after graduation. Find a good job. It must! Simpan duit, nak kahwin. Hahah. Its funny for having this thinking that I wanna married as soon as I can. Of course, saya tak boleh bercinta without kahwin selamanya.

I've reached my limit. I got classes tomorrow. sambung cerita ini esok.