BACC8F

As I consider this page as my personal space, I should write down things that I feel it's appropriate to be disclosed here. Hmm. BACC8F. This should be my last class for degree, and I hope so. Kalau nak compare dengan my diploma punya kelas, I prefer my degree lah. We've create lots of great memories that can't be replaced, at least. Bergaduh, baik semula, bergaduh balik, that's all just the process.

But somehow the environment for my last semester isn't that good as before. He and me, she and me, he and him, she and him, semuanya tak best. Totally different dengan what I've expected masa I practical. Menyesal pulak tak sabar-sabar nak habis practical haritu. Boleh je nak buat tak tau. tapi as part of them, sedih la jugak kan.

final battle

hey guys

I've attended my last class which is FAR450, lectured by Dr Loo. She said something that still spinning round in my head. "You guys have to find a momentum to study or else, it will be just like u have to start everything over again." You know, it was just frightened me. I can't find those momentum. My final exam is just around the corner. I did performed well in some of subject i've take. and yang few subjek i did so bad. teruk. entah lah. this should be my very last semester. kalau i do not pass all papers, i will be here again. :(

Ok i don't find that my post for this time will be motivating me. So jom tukar mode. Kelas tadi is my last class. And as a small token of my appreciation, I want to name all my beloved lecturers, yang tahan dengan perangai kami 8F ni.

Mdm Eley Suzana Kassim - MAF640
Dr Loo Ern Chen - FAR450
Mdm Afidah Sapari - FAR600
Mdm Khair Syakira Bustamam - AUD610
Sir Azmi Joned - MAF635
Mdm Hamidah Bani - MAf680
Mdm Nurul Hidayah Ahmad Nawawi - FIN610

I hope we will meet again, in the future, and perhaps when the time comes, we are no longer in lecturer-student relationship. No. All of you will be remembered in my prayer. I promise.

Dear God

This is world.

They are living a very good life

Being lucky in any ways

They can simply get what they wish to had

Without struggling 

which its sound impossible for a people like me

A bit is enough, God

Let me living my life without seeing things this way

Let me be thankful for every single thing I had

Let me be happy for everything I've been blessed with

Let me being what is good for me

I have faith in You

I believe that there's a reason for what you have decided for my life

Which I still looking for them

I am thankful

I am living a happy life, at least :)

Win

hey you!

when you think that you are one step in front of me

you are actually being left 10 steps behind

it is so easy to catch you

do not underestimate me

i promise you that i am not easy to get beaten

you may, but i won't easily give up

and its proven

goodnight, rival :))

Im back!

hey blog

its been a while since the last time I wrote down here. :) Sorry. Banyak sangat blog. This blog was closed temporarily and now I think is the good time to open it back to readers. I dont know how many people will take a look on my story. As what I said earlier in my previous post, I wrote for myself, not for you.

I did take a look on my previous post (which I consider I was disclose a lot of personal rubbish stuffs here, haha) and I have to delete some of them. Macam ada part yang too annoyed. Haha. Tapi sekarang dah 2 o'clock in the morning so I'll do it later.

Life? I'm living in a happy phase of my life. I'm young, I've been surrounded by lovely people, and I am so in love with them, and my environment. There are some minor changes in my life that I can feel it even it is so small. Dulu rasa macam tak best je changes itu tapi lately ni I can see some positive part of the changes in me.

In few weeks ahead, will be my final exam. Insha'Allah saya akan graduate. Doakan. I've told to my bf about future, what I'm going to do after graduation. Find a good job. It must! Simpan duit, nak kahwin. Hahah. Its funny for having this thinking that I wanna married as soon as I can. Of course, saya tak boleh bercinta without kahwin selamanya.

I've reached my limit. I got classes tomorrow. sambung cerita ini esok.

Makan lagi?

Saya rasa makin lama saya served untuk jabatan kerajaan ni makin gomok saya macam pic diatas.

Hari ni UMNO punya open house

Semalam, open house pegawai saya

Semalam sebelum semalam open house pegawai saya yang lagi satu

Tak silap, next week open house MDSR

Tu belum meeting2 yang held kat sini, then kitorang pun MAKAN lagi

See my stomachh. I have one huge pack!

Stress makan, bukan stress kerja ni.

From FOod Lover

Another shit story

Hm. Nak cerita ni. Annoyed! Sometimes saya rasa saya ni bernasib buruk. Dulu, saya pernah bekerja sebagai clerk kat satu kedai elektronik masa saya cuti semester diploma saya. Then, masa lepas seminggu kerja, ada satu uncle ni, dia datang then dia marah2 sebab saya tak jumpa barangan yang dia nak beli. Lepas tu pandai2 nak mintak murah harga barang yang dia nak beli tu. Saya memang tak bagi lah sebab saya baru kerja then bos takde masa tu. Uncle tu malays. Sebab dia melayu, dan satu bangsa dengan saya, tapi cara cakap harsh camtu, buat saya menyampah, annoying gila dengan dia. ERK.

Then last week, I just happen to know that he worked here, at my practical workplace. Shit. 

Benci :/

Its Friday korang!

Glad that today is Friday.

Nothing to do on weekend?

Do not tell me..

Because I got something good to do

See you next week

I will post some random shits that I like

:)

Suka 'dia'

Just checked out some youtube stuffs

And I found good video

Male guitar player

sing along with his soft-romantic music

I think I am fall for him 

Who are you huh?

You drive me crazyyy

I love you

♥

Yellow Peoples were not follow you anymore

Digi was playing dirty last night and I can't tolerate this absurd matter. I paid 1.50 bucks to get "super buddiez" services but at the end I can't make a call even for messages texting. It happened for 2 consecutive days and can you imagine how bad my feeling? 

Lets see whether it will keep going on tonight. If it will, I should start thinking another alternative. We got Maxis, Celcom, U-Mobile in the list. A drastic action to take, but I should consider all pros and cons. Lets think on it again.

They such a brat! Baling diorang dengan telur busuk! HAHAHA

True friend

The friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you.

It was him, who knows all about me, and still standing by my side. I should notice this before its too late

O.o

Penatnya hari niiee!

Walaupun kerja mengadap laptop, saya kena mengaku saya penat

Hmmm..

Nasib baik saya dah lunch 

:)

PS Already 4.15 pm. I'll be home within 1 hour from now. Happy

Huhh?

Nak mengadu ni. Apesal eh kat jari saya ni ada macam kulit kering? Kejap dia ok, kejap dia tak ok. Kulit kering ni just attack 2 jari saya, i.e point finger on my right hand + thumb on my left hand. Ei. Sickk. Benci bila tak baik2. Walaupun tak sakit, sometimes dia menyusahkan saya. Saya tak dapat buat IC baru sebab diorang tak dapat recognise my left hand thumb print. Ceit >< Saya pergi klinik, doctor yang bijaksana cakap saya alah sabun. Cik Nina ni basuh baju pun jarang sentuh sabun. Sumbat jek dalam washing machine. Kalau kat rumah, mak pulak basuhkan. Lepas tu, another doctor said, it was because of pen. Masa menulis, kulit kering. What a bullshit idea he got? Saya mana ada tulis tangan kiri? Haishh.. The problem keep going on and on until now.

Nanti, saya post pic gambar penyakit alahan saya ni. Eh, tapi tak teruk mana pun. :)

My Baby Boo

Hari tu masa saya busy arranged semua tudung2 dan baju saya, si kecik ni sibuk nak tolong sekali. Saya tak kisah. Tapi, dia lah yang terima akibatnya. See, saya pakaikan dia koleksi2 tudung yang saya ada. Saya suka sebab dia nampak comel and hopefully one day, hati dia ke arah muslimah yang menutup aurat macam ni. Hee :)

Yang tudung ni, Amin yang belikan. Kalau tak silaplah

Yang hitam ni, Amin belikan masa dia kat Mekah, 

waktu dia perform umrah

Stop Naurah!

Selendang ni saya beli masa part 5 degree. :)

Gr! Cute nye kau!

Selendang ni, adik saya bagi. Tapi saya tak pernah pakai.

Sebab tak tau pakai. Hee :)

Naurah dah mula boring saya rasa...

Yang ni saya beli masa diploma kot...

I love her. So much!

Yang ni saya beli masa part 6 degree level saya. Saya beli dengan fara. Classmate saya

Last pose from her. Lepas tu dia dah penat. Taknak snap pic lagi. Heeee. 

:)

Nanti kalau baby saya datang rumah lagi, saya nak snap pic dia banyak2 dan letakkan kat sini. Dapat jugak saya cuci mata tengok dia. Rinduuu. 

:)

P/s Esok Rabu. Hee. :)

Entry Malas

Dah nak masuk bulan ke dua saya practical kat sini. Alhamdulillah, everything were fine. Just fine. Not so hard to get used with it. Thank god, for everything. Kat sini, saya try untuk menjadi profesional. Be punctual, walaupun kat sini sangat senang kalau saya nak melencong sana sini. Try to fill my work on time. Cuba tak menangguh macam masa study dulu. Ow. Tapi saya taklah skema sangat. Ada je masa2nya saya menjadi sungguh pemalas dan mengadap lappy saya saja.

I just hoping that my practical period will be running so fast. Saya tak sabar nak balik Melaka, habiskan degree, dan planning untuk Master pulak. Insha'Allah laa kalau takde yang menghalang. 

PS ; my kakngah went to her job interview today. I hope everything will be good for her, and hoping that she gonna make it!. Rock!

9th September

Owh Man!

I just can't wait for the moment

I miss you 

:)

wanita solehah

credit image to Google.com

I don't know how to describe myself. Solehah ke? Hmm.. Insha'Allah. there are  lots of 'solehah' categories. Isteri solehah, anak solehah, I am none of these categories. I wish that I could placed myself in all of the categories that I said. 

It is so untrue if I said I never hurt my parent. The fact is I was hurting them a lot, mak saya pun pernah menangis disebabkan saya. Masa abah saya masuk wad hari tu pun sehari pun saya tak jenguk dia. I spent my time with friends jalan2 hang out at night. Ya Allah terrible me! Saya just call nak tau keadaan abah saya. Saya takut nak balik untuk tengok how worst my daddy was. Saya takut saya tak boleh study. Dan saya akui lah saya bukan anak yang kuat. Saya called hari2, kadang2 saya berbual dengan abah. Untuk hilangkan boring dia kat wad. Ya Allah. What was on my mind. Stupid me.

Saya risau one day saya akan hilang orang2 yang saya sayang. so much! I've been surrounded by such a great peoples, I won't lose them all. Family saya is the best thing happened to me. Tak nak tengok saya sedih. I still remembered the day I was caught in a middle of fight with my bf, I cried all day and my mom asked me why. I normally didn't sharing my personal things with my mom,  so i didn't tell her what was going on between me and him. Saya tak share sebab saya taknak dia risau pasal saya, dan bf saya pun bukannya bermasalah sangat. And one thing, hari tu punya masalah antara kitorang disebabkan saya. Mom told me to be loyal, behave in everything. Tapi saya tak buat. So saya malu nak bagitau dia. Isk.

See how much she loved me. bukan saya tak tau. Hmm. Entahlah. Kesian parent saya kalau saya tak berjaya jadi anak solehah. At least saya kena tunaikan apa yang saya mampu. Saya janji saya cuba.

<3

Little cutie items

These are among my favorite items. All those were given by my bf. I am so lucky to have him by my side. Alhamdulillah, for this blessed time.

4th year anniversary. Still standing

My graduation gift

Introducing, Meeko. 

I hope, when the times come for me to get much older than today, I hope all those memories would never die. Pray that only good things happened to me. 

Thanks for such a great memories. I love you. 

Best Raya Card from Lover

I don't know where he got the idea to be like this, i mean being so romantic lover ever. At first when we were together, I never imagined that I will be treated like this. Heavenly, and so soft. GOD, I pray that this will remain forever.

"I could search my whole life, through and through

never find another you.."

Yes dear, in this whole life I promise you that you'll never find a person like me. I might not as sweet as sugar, I might a little bit harsh, but I love you so much. Sooo much. I promise.

Trec MT night

It was a great moment for me when we were together, become a part of TREC family. The things we shared here were never-seen items made my blog so special . The location of this gathering was at Medan Ikan Bakar Serkam, participated by 11 Trec MT including me. Lets enjoy the pictures. 

 Orang kuat Trec. So Trec-kers, you should be thankful to them for all best experiences that you got while participating in activities organised by them. 

 Pilih ikan, I was not the best person to do this job, but i was pretenting like an expert. "Macam tak segar jeee. Mata dia tak merah pun...?" I said. :)

 Aina Syakira was just grab a chance to pose. She so sweet, not yet taken. But unavailable.

 Say cheeeezeee!

 Masak 3 rasa, Masak stim, masak butter, masak sambal, goreng tepung, semua on list! Semua kenyang!

 NEVER say enough when taking pictures okey :)

Farid & Amer. Entah apa best sangat posing dengan died fishh. Hmm

 Okehh.  pic ni, ada gambar saya. hee:)

 Pose lagi. Wee :)

After makan2 trec, kitorang terus heading to karaoke house kat Melaka. Hehe. Saya bawa sekali cik abang supaya dia tak tinggal sorang2. Tapi seriously, tempat karaoke tu tak best pun. Redbox always be my favorite.

Ok. Stop sini dulu. Nak korek2 ada lagi tak benda best yang boleh saya share. hehehe.