Makan lagi?

Saya rasa makin lama saya served untuk jabatan kerajaan ni makin gomok saya macam pic diatas.

Hari ni UMNO punya open house

Semalam, open house pegawai saya

Semalam sebelum semalam open house pegawai saya yang lagi satu

Tak silap, next week open house MDSR

Tu belum meeting2 yang held kat sini, then kitorang pun MAKAN lagi

See my stomachh. I have one huge pack!

Stress makan, bukan stress kerja ni.

From FOod Lover

Another shit story

Hm. Nak cerita ni. Annoyed! Sometimes saya rasa saya ni bernasib buruk. Dulu, saya pernah bekerja sebagai clerk kat satu kedai elektronik masa saya cuti semester diploma saya. Then, masa lepas seminggu kerja, ada satu uncle ni, dia datang then dia marah2 sebab saya tak jumpa barangan yang dia nak beli. Lepas tu pandai2 nak mintak murah harga barang yang dia nak beli tu. Saya memang tak bagi lah sebab saya baru kerja then bos takde masa tu. Uncle tu malays. Sebab dia melayu, dan satu bangsa dengan saya, tapi cara cakap harsh camtu, buat saya menyampah, annoying gila dengan dia. ERK.

Then last week, I just happen to know that he worked here, at my practical workplace. Shit. 

Benci :/

Its Friday korang!

Glad that today is Friday.

Nothing to do on weekend?

Do not tell me..

Because I got something good to do

See you next week

I will post some random shits that I like

:)

Suka 'dia'

Just checked out some youtube stuffs

And I found good video

Male guitar player

sing along with his soft-romantic music

I think I am fall for him 

Who are you huh?

You drive me crazyyy

I love you

♥

Yellow Peoples were not follow you anymore

Digi was playing dirty last night and I can't tolerate this absurd matter. I paid 1.50 bucks to get "super buddiez" services but at the end I can't make a call even for messages texting. It happened for 2 consecutive days and can you imagine how bad my feeling? 

Lets see whether it will keep going on tonight. If it will, I should start thinking another alternative. We got Maxis, Celcom, U-Mobile in the list. A drastic action to take, but I should consider all pros and cons. Lets think on it again.

They such a brat! Baling diorang dengan telur busuk! HAHAHA

True friend

The friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you.

It was him, who knows all about me, and still standing by my side. I should notice this before its too late

O.o

Penatnya hari niiee!

Walaupun kerja mengadap laptop, saya kena mengaku saya penat

Hmmm..

Nasib baik saya dah lunch 

:)

PS Already 4.15 pm. I'll be home within 1 hour from now. Happy

Huhh?

Nak mengadu ni. Apesal eh kat jari saya ni ada macam kulit kering? Kejap dia ok, kejap dia tak ok. Kulit kering ni just attack 2 jari saya, i.e point finger on my right hand + thumb on my left hand. Ei. Sickk. Benci bila tak baik2. Walaupun tak sakit, sometimes dia menyusahkan saya. Saya tak dapat buat IC baru sebab diorang tak dapat recognise my left hand thumb print. Ceit >< Saya pergi klinik, doctor yang bijaksana cakap saya alah sabun. Cik Nina ni basuh baju pun jarang sentuh sabun. Sumbat jek dalam washing machine. Kalau kat rumah, mak pulak basuhkan. Lepas tu, another doctor said, it was because of pen. Masa menulis, kulit kering. What a bullshit idea he got? Saya mana ada tulis tangan kiri? Haishh.. The problem keep going on and on until now.

Nanti, saya post pic gambar penyakit alahan saya ni. Eh, tapi tak teruk mana pun. :)

My Baby Boo

Hari tu masa saya busy arranged semua tudung2 dan baju saya, si kecik ni sibuk nak tolong sekali. Saya tak kisah. Tapi, dia lah yang terima akibatnya. See, saya pakaikan dia koleksi2 tudung yang saya ada. Saya suka sebab dia nampak comel and hopefully one day, hati dia ke arah muslimah yang menutup aurat macam ni. Hee :)

Yang tudung ni, Amin yang belikan. Kalau tak silaplah

Yang hitam ni, Amin belikan masa dia kat Mekah, 

waktu dia perform umrah

Stop Naurah!

Selendang ni saya beli masa part 5 degree. :)

Gr! Cute nye kau!

Selendang ni, adik saya bagi. Tapi saya tak pernah pakai.

Sebab tak tau pakai. Hee :)

Naurah dah mula boring saya rasa...

Yang ni saya beli masa diploma kot...

I love her. So much!

Yang ni saya beli masa part 6 degree level saya. Saya beli dengan fara. Classmate saya

Last pose from her. Lepas tu dia dah penat. Taknak snap pic lagi. Heeee. 

:)

Nanti kalau baby saya datang rumah lagi, saya nak snap pic dia banyak2 dan letakkan kat sini. Dapat jugak saya cuci mata tengok dia. Rinduuu. 

:)

P/s Esok Rabu. Hee. :)

Entry Malas

Dah nak masuk bulan ke dua saya practical kat sini. Alhamdulillah, everything were fine. Just fine. Not so hard to get used with it. Thank god, for everything. Kat sini, saya try untuk menjadi profesional. Be punctual, walaupun kat sini sangat senang kalau saya nak melencong sana sini. Try to fill my work on time. Cuba tak menangguh macam masa study dulu. Ow. Tapi saya taklah skema sangat. Ada je masa2nya saya menjadi sungguh pemalas dan mengadap lappy saya saja.

I just hoping that my practical period will be running so fast. Saya tak sabar nak balik Melaka, habiskan degree, dan planning untuk Master pulak. Insha'Allah laa kalau takde yang menghalang. 

PS ; my kakngah went to her job interview today. I hope everything will be good for her, and hoping that she gonna make it!. Rock!

9th September

Owh Man!

I just can't wait for the moment

I miss you 

:)

wanita solehah

credit image to Google.com

I don't know how to describe myself. Solehah ke? Hmm.. Insha'Allah. there are  lots of 'solehah' categories. Isteri solehah, anak solehah, I am none of these categories. I wish that I could placed myself in all of the categories that I said. 

It is so untrue if I said I never hurt my parent. The fact is I was hurting them a lot, mak saya pun pernah menangis disebabkan saya. Masa abah saya masuk wad hari tu pun sehari pun saya tak jenguk dia. I spent my time with friends jalan2 hang out at night. Ya Allah terrible me! Saya just call nak tau keadaan abah saya. Saya takut nak balik untuk tengok how worst my daddy was. Saya takut saya tak boleh study. Dan saya akui lah saya bukan anak yang kuat. Saya called hari2, kadang2 saya berbual dengan abah. Untuk hilangkan boring dia kat wad. Ya Allah. What was on my mind. Stupid me.

Saya risau one day saya akan hilang orang2 yang saya sayang. so much! I've been surrounded by such a great peoples, I won't lose them all. Family saya is the best thing happened to me. Tak nak tengok saya sedih. I still remembered the day I was caught in a middle of fight with my bf, I cried all day and my mom asked me why. I normally didn't sharing my personal things with my mom,  so i didn't tell her what was going on between me and him. Saya tak share sebab saya taknak dia risau pasal saya, dan bf saya pun bukannya bermasalah sangat. And one thing, hari tu punya masalah antara kitorang disebabkan saya. Mom told me to be loyal, behave in everything. Tapi saya tak buat. So saya malu nak bagitau dia. Isk.

See how much she loved me. bukan saya tak tau. Hmm. Entahlah. Kesian parent saya kalau saya tak berjaya jadi anak solehah. At least saya kena tunaikan apa yang saya mampu. Saya janji saya cuba.

<3

Little cutie items

These are among my favorite items. All those were given by my bf. I am so lucky to have him by my side. Alhamdulillah, for this blessed time.

4th year anniversary. Still standing

My graduation gift

Introducing, Meeko. 

I hope, when the times come for me to get much older than today, I hope all those memories would never die. Pray that only good things happened to me. 

Thanks for such a great memories. I love you. 

Best Raya Card from Lover

I don't know where he got the idea to be like this, i mean being so romantic lover ever. At first when we were together, I never imagined that I will be treated like this. Heavenly, and so soft. GOD, I pray that this will remain forever.

"I could search my whole life, through and through

never find another you.."

Yes dear, in this whole life I promise you that you'll never find a person like me. I might not as sweet as sugar, I might a little bit harsh, but I love you so much. Sooo much. I promise.

Trec MT night

It was a great moment for me when we were together, become a part of TREC family. The things we shared here were never-seen items made my blog so special . The location of this gathering was at Medan Ikan Bakar Serkam, participated by 11 Trec MT including me. Lets enjoy the pictures. 

 Orang kuat Trec. So Trec-kers, you should be thankful to them for all best experiences that you got while participating in activities organised by them. 

 Pilih ikan, I was not the best person to do this job, but i was pretenting like an expert. "Macam tak segar jeee. Mata dia tak merah pun...?" I said. :)

 Aina Syakira was just grab a chance to pose. She so sweet, not yet taken. But unavailable.

 Say cheeeezeee!

 Masak 3 rasa, Masak stim, masak butter, masak sambal, goreng tepung, semua on list! Semua kenyang!

 NEVER say enough when taking pictures okey :)

Farid & Amer. Entah apa best sangat posing dengan died fishh. Hmm

 Okehh.  pic ni, ada gambar saya. hee:)

 Pose lagi. Wee :)

After makan2 trec, kitorang terus heading to karaoke house kat Melaka. Hehe. Saya bawa sekali cik abang supaya dia tak tinggal sorang2. Tapi seriously, tempat karaoke tu tak best pun. Redbox always be my favorite.

Ok. Stop sini dulu. Nak korek2 ada lagi tak benda best yang boleh saya share. hehehe.

The Awesome Kapas Island

Sepatutnya post ni lama dah buat. Just tak rajin. Pic pulau Kapas kamera saya la paling suci. Saya tak letak kat FB tau! Sebab, my pic is my collection. My collection is my private item. Hee :)

 Kat tengah2 yang pakai baju belang2 tu bukan student. Oleh sebab takde sangat pegawai yang boleh iring kitorang, so we decided to import lecturer from Alor Gajah Campus. Here we go. Sir Ariff. 

 Introduction. Acap, Saleh, Tiq dan Amer :)

 Yang ni pulak, MT Trec from my class :)

 How beautiful the beach. Bila tengok pantai, rasa macam best je mandi. Tapi time sunburn, rasa nak duduk bawah pokok je. Tapi seriously, the fishes were so friendly. Soooo Frieeenndddlyyy. We feed them with breads and biscuits. Ahaha

Deep blue sea. Hee. Teluk ni, of course saya tak tau apa namanya. Masa tu kitorang kena trekking dalam hutan almost hour to get there. Tapi the view was so awesome. Ciptaan tuhan memang terbaik!

Tu je pic yang saya nak kongsi. Malas nak upload bebanyak. Hee. Cane blogger macam saya nak dapat banyak hit? Takpe. Saya menulis untuk happy. Bukan untuk ramai reader. 

Hmmm. Entah bila boleh pergi pulau lagi eh. Kena tanya TREC lagi ni!

The New Header

Take a look on my new header. What do you think? Ahaha. This is how I spent my free time when i had nothing to do. Comel tak? Bukan susah nak buat. Thanks to encik google for the images. Thanks to myself for the effort!

Ok. I have to go now! Work hour almost end. Tata!

Majlis buka puasa MDSR

Entahla, kenapa saya tak berapa suka attend majlis2 begini, sayapun tak tau. Maybe, saya belum really had a close relationship dengan kawan2 kat tempat practikal saya kot. Its ok. It might move slowly for me, but takpe. I'll fine.

Majlis buka puasa ni semalam. Siap dengan khatam quran. Tapi saya just tolong behine the scene je. Tolong potong bunga rampai, tolong cucuk bunga telur. Tapi, the thing is, i never did those things before. So, we snap some pictures, yeah. Must!

Nak tengok? Jum Jum..

Credit pic to Mellina Aziz. :)

Can you see that in the 2nd pic, I was so committed doing my job. :) Aha. Actually, saya jenis tak pandai ke dapur. Frankly speak. So, kalau pegang pisau tu, boleh nampak kejanggalannya. What I was thinking is, what if the knife cut my fingers? I'll be in pain. So what i did was, do it slowly, and take my time to finish my work. Kawan saya pun gelakkan saya. Oh, I won't do that anymore. 

Ok. Since I didn't go to the event, Nothing much I could say. It might be the happening event, even without me. Yeah!

Just hope so

Weekend!

Its weekend baby!

What to do?

Hanging out with friend - No more

Shopping - Ouh! It hurt me a lot!

Belajar Masak? - Well, still in consideration

Sleep? - For sure, I guess!

Main2 dengan Naurah? - Must!

Tengok TV? - >< tade cite best!

Ahak! Ape nak buat weekend ni eh?

The time

Now, its hard to find the best time to hang out with him, like our old time.Macam mana nak cakap pun tak tau. Saja2letak pic time kami buka puasa ni, supaya dia tau saya nak sangat2 jumpa dia. Hmm. 

Geram! ><

Can I?

Bila kecoh2 orang nak pergi ambil ice cream free Baskin Robin, terasa nak pulak taste one. Tak kisah la Baskin Robin or what, I just feel like want to get one and taste it. 

Dulu, masa puasa kat KL dengan Amin, when it comes the times tekak saya rasa nak makan bukan-bukan, he always spent his time cari makanan  tu semua untuk saya. And now, I just missed the moment that I went through with him

Can I get some ice cream? ^^

Alhamdulillah

Saat-saat genting menunggu tarikh keluar exam dah tamat untuk saya. Alhamdulillah, saya punya result tak cantik mana, tapi saya still bersyukur saya tak repeat mana2 paper. Ada peningkatan dari segi pointer. Tapi, saya still sedih untuk si dia. Result dia tak berapa elok. Entahlah. Memang saya sedih result dia begitu, tapi saya tak kecewa dengan dia. Saya tak takut pun result dia macam tu. Sebabnya, saya tau dia boleh lakukan. Mungkin bukan rezeki dia untuk melakukan yang terbaik untuk kali pertama, tapi saya tau, dia boleh buat lagi. Saya suggest kat dia tukar course sebab saya rasaminat dia bukan bidang tu. Tapia pa jugak keputusan dia, samada nak terus dengan course dia sekarang or sebaliknya, saya still sokong. Saya nak jadi penyokong dia. Penyokong setia dia.

One bad thing happened today. Saya rosakkan mp3 dia. Saya saying mp3 tu. Saya tau dia sayang benda tu jugak. Salah saya, saya cuai. Saya letakkan atas riba masa balik kerja tadi and then benda tu terjatuh. Saya takperasan. Then mp3 tu kena hujan lebat dan tak function lagi. Sedihnya. Saya minta maaf. Banyak nya salah saya pada dia. Saya banyak rosakkan barang2 yang dia sayang. Saya janji saya akan ganti balik. Semuanya. Tolonglah percaya saya akan replace benda tu dengan yang baru.

Saya nak cerita banyak benda. Practical, Pulau Kapas, Saya  & dia, Insha’Allah. One day. Saya akan cerita kat sini. Maybe saya akan slow sikit menulis lately ni. Connection internet rumah saya takde sekarang. So kalau nak update apa-apa pun kat office nanti. See you then. Bye J

Nina

New Wishlist

Saya nak belajar main gitar, atau piano, atau keyboard ! Wink Wink!

Fighting, fighter

I am going to fight in any second

Unfortunately I came without serious preparation

Just hope that everything will be fine

This is my bad, my mistakes

I just dont know who I am

and what I am suppose to do

Its all because of you.

But its all my mistakes

Sorry

I am sorry I am bad

I am sorry I am blue

I am sorry bout all the things I said to you

And I know I can't take it back

I love how you kiss

I love how you sound

I love the way you make my world go round

And I just wanted to say

I am sorryy :)

Listening to this song. It make me melt everytime I listen to them. SO true, SO touched

Menunggumu

Bila rindu ini,

Masih milikmu

Ku hadirkan semua

Tanya untukmu

Harus berapa lama

Aku menunggu mu

Aku menunggumu

P/S Damn. I still waiting for it. And may god show me the limit!

My way to death.!

2 report to be submitted by tomorrow.
One academic report by next week.
Arabic oral test this coming Friday
Help out my friends regarding their arab's shooting.
Financial and Transportation second test next week
Final exam

And I am dead.

Tears

Bila saya tengok gambar ni, saya rasa betapa tak bersyukurnya saya. Betapa bodohnya saya bila membebel2 semua benda yang saya tak cukup. Memaki hamun bila benda yang saya ada hilang. Padahal saya boleh dapat bila-bila saya nak. Saya boleh pergi sekolah, masuk kolej, universiti, saya banyak peluang untuk berjaya. Tapi ada antara kita yang macam gambar kat atas ni, nak makan pun tak cukup. Baju pun buruk. Mengemis untuk sesuap nasi.

Alhamdulillah, saya masihh punya mak ayah. Saya masih punya keluarga. Saya masih punya agama, dan Tuhan masih memberi saya peluang bernafas, walaupun dosa saya banyak. ALhamdulillah untuk semua nikmat itu.

Dahla. Nak stop. Or else I will end up sound like ustazah2. So not me. :)

Waktu Menggila!

Thanks to Farid's camera, so that I can get this funny stuff of my friends. Those make me smile all day.

ini Farid snap and edit :) look perfect kan

Bila saya snap and edit, kata che ah macam pelakon Karak da. Huhu ^^

Waktu menggila ni adalah waktu meeting Trec. Seriously saya suka pergi ke meeting Trec. Trec batch kami is about to end not very soon. As S/U, I am not really show my talent to them. But at least I am trying my best.

I am gonna miss them. Much. Thanks :)

Nak nak!

my new wishlist!

Life

Banyak nyamuk kat sini, tak mematahkan semangat aku nak mengupdate blog. Tadi dah settle role play CRG. Isnin  da settle report MAF. Yang tinggal just PBL AIS session 3. And then, aku boleh final dengan bahagianya. Satu benda yang tak sabar, nak balik rumah. Meet my darling Naurah. She's about t get his little brother Insha'Allah. Teruja nak dapat baby boy ni. Then, I miss my mom & abah. Murni pun ada kat rumah sekarang. Aish. Hujung minggu ni kalau la takde test, aku dah balik da. Tapi, ada 2 test Jumaat ni.So, gigit jari je la.

Kejap lagi ada meeting TREC. Tu lagi 1 report tak settle2. Entahla. Nak final ni, makin banyak pulak kerja. Banyak benda nak post kat sini. Pasal anniversary, pasal birthday dia, and one thing pasal trip ke CAmeron Highland hari tu. Tapi, since now da 10pm, and 1 more hour to go aku ada meeting, I can't tell more. But I promise on my next entry, I'll tell you every single best event that happened to me.

Tiring life, but it was really good to have something to do. Good night all

Things just got better

I Love You

Yes I do

I'll be with you as long as you want me to

Until

The end 

Of time....

♥

The Avenger with friends

Hari tu, hari Isnin lepas 30/4/2012 after Trec meeting yang lama tu, aku makan2 dengan Farid, Bukhary, Amir, Tiqa dengan Chec0. Then tetiba Tiqa bukak cerita dia nak tengok The Avenger dengan Shahir. Lepas tu dia ajak kitorang tengok sekali. Tapi tiqa nak tengok midnite 12.15 show macam tu la. And untuk kitorang, only available 1.20 am show sebab tiqa dah beli ticket dulu. Then akhirnya Tiqa cancel tengok dengan kawan dia tu to join us tengok movie sesama. Yay seronok sangat sebab that was my 1st time hang out kat luar dengan dia. Then kitorang kecuali Buk (sebab dia dah beli tiket nak tengok dengan kawan dia) pergi bersama sama pada jam 1 pagi jalan kaki laju-laju ke AEON JJ untuk tengok movie.

Thanks to Che Ah, Tiqa, Amir, Farid, Mazli, Hilmie, Mira & Afi yang sanggup tahan mata tengok movie sama-sama dengan aku. Sangat seronok.

The avenger,  aku bagi 4 bintang. Movie yang berjaya buat aku tengok 2 kali kat wayang.

Heehe. Best! Sangat best tengok midnight. So, siapa nak belanja saya tengok wayang angkat tangan!

PS thanks to Farid for the outstanding images!